So much anger, so much resentment…close to hate…it is a weird and soul taking feeling…This is new for me.  I know it is another side of the coin…of wanting someone so much..being hurt so much by that person that you love…that your heart tries to flip the coin…but it is as or more consuming than love… I would express it here, hopefully no one will know this phase that I am going through and but the time I finish..everything will be over…