Many things have happened… My dear grandpa passed away one month ago.  I am noticing changes in my work roles and I am more aware of the need of balance in my life.

One of my patients brought up some stories and it made me think of my most recent infatuation with greater intensity. I may be escaping of other feelings.  I won’t call this time. I will just try to let it be.  However,  I was day dreaming a lot today, or a world were my previous wishes were able to become true. 
Would it ever disappear completely? I don’t know.