I really love you asa friend or whatever figure you meant in my life, I don’t understand how you really hurt me, someone who was Really in your side,trying to do the best for you. I didn’t think what was good to me, just your happiness, whoever it involved. A love so selfless I didn’t know I could experience, but I did it for you but you Just stabbed me in the back. Crushed my hopes about humanity and never cared what it meant to me.