He said things were better to get discussed now (Maybe to start making living arrangements) :p
Things that I should tell him today out of context
As per the information I know from you, that wouldn’t be the best way to approach you and neither the time.
A test: they said that if Two people look themselves for a long time and if there is any attraction for the guy he may get closer, if the guy is shy or insecure about the situation, you get close and give him kisses in the cheek and if there is any minimum attraction, he will do something
Why now? You seemed to have said yes to many random people
If we kiss, I don’t see as a big deal, as I am not looking right now for something serious, you are not in the mindset, you don’t have any actual feelings for me beyond the friendship and you are afraid of your living situation.
I thought I wouldn’t mind to cuddle or kiss someone in a blue moon. I can control myself not to lead to sex. At least for now, as our mental and emotional situation may not take it well. You may do a better job on that, isolating that but I may not. Because you are a close friend and sex mean a lot to me. And you were my ex, my friend then the threshold to go there is pretty high. It could make me feel bad, unknown scenario.
It is pretty common for a girl reject a friend, kiss, even something else and I continue being their friend because I just take it as men testosterone.
I was just being my actual self. I also always have doubted that, you actually feeling physical attracted to me. You said in sex ok, but I am not your type. I am not slim, not very cute phase, ok i have hips but I am not slim or white or triguenita India or Asian guys. My personality may be too strong for me.
Also Jose’s past, I don’t know how much value has in your mind
Why is it different? I told you I believed something about our friendship, unbreakable and you caring enough for my feelings. It is better now but it is not at that point (maybe that’s why I didn’t want to tell you and before you test, because things that seemed simple to me, it became a big deal) I don’t want to feel uncomfortable or take it in a different away or the drama to come back. I am
2nd, I get to know you more, more used to your presence I appreciate new good things about you and also other characteristics that would make me stop about thinking something with you. Especially in my situation, if you were like that with the people you really love, I don’t expect you to be better with me and I actually don’t know how much love have you given in a relationship. I believe your love for your family.
I am in a crazy state, things to do and I tend to do crazy stuff during that time and also more emotionally vulnerable so I may want more physical intimacy but I don’t want to date as it takes time.
You said you would trust me, but you think it is better that I tell you so you remove weird ideas. It is not like before. I think it is easy to explain in my world but I don’t know/I am
Uneasy of the way you would take things, maybe you would feel even more comfortable or you would misunderstand me